Exploring, Discovering, Learning

Thursday, December 19, 2013

Smiling at You ~ J. Skellington :)



And finally, everything worked out just fine.
Christmas was saved, though there wasn't much time.

But after that night, things were never the same—
Each holiday now knew the other ones' name.

And though that one Christmas things got out of hand,
I'm still rather fond of that skeleton man.

So many years later I thought I'd drop in,
and there was old Jack still looking quite thin,
with four or five skeleton children at hand
playing strange little tunes in their xylophone band.

And I asked old Jack, "Do you remember the night
when the sky was so dark and the moon shone so bright?
When a million small children pretending to sleep
nearly didn't have Christmas at all, so to speak?”

And would you, if you could, turn that mighty clock back
to that long, fateful night, now think carefully, Jack.

Would you do the whole thing all over again,
knowing what you know now, knowing what you knew then?"

And he smiled, like the old Pumpkin King that I knew,
then turned and asked softly of me, "Wouldn't you?"

Sunday, November 24, 2013

STOPPING BY WOODS ON A SNOWY EVENING



Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening


Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.

My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.

He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound's the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.

The woods are lovely, dark, and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep. 

~  by Robert Frost

NOW WINTER NIGHTS ENLARGE


Now Winter Nights Enlarge


Now winter nights enlarge
    This number of their hours;
And clouds their storms discharge
    Upon the airy towers.
Let now the chimneys blaze
    And cups o'erflow with wine,
Let well-tuned words amaze
    With harmony divine.
Now yellow waxen lights 
    Shall wait on honey love
While youthful revels, masques, and courtly sights 
    Sleep's leaden spells remove.

This time doth well dispense
    With lovers' long discourse;
Much speech hath some defense,
    Though beauty no remorse.
All do not all things well:
    Some measures comely tread,
Some knotted riddles tell,
    Some poems smoothly read.
The summer hath his joys,
    And winter his delights;
Though love and all his pleasures are but toys
    They shorten tedious nights.

~ Thomas Campion

Friday, November 8, 2013

Traveling in your land



Little by little I float away
deeper and deeper into memories bliss
as the sun sets, as the winds blows
as the day turns to night
I find myself adrift naturally.

It is by choice as much as destiny
that I find myself beneath the glow of stars
I was always here
and here is where I will always be
how strange these trips to land they are
It is time to return once again.

Strange...
left behind through choices made
unknowing and oblivious
they do not seem to care.
They feel the weight of their fate
and feel unable to change
they turn to dominion for comfort
and the mirror always answers in kind.

I am here once again
to explore with eyes of long ago
I have not lost them you see
I hold things precious close to me.

Oh hide from me what care I
speak not it is music to my mind
I see you clear as day anyway
like a speck of dust in the eye itching away.

JOURNEY'S END



Journey's End

In western lands beneath the Sun
The flowers may rise in Spring,
The trees may bud, the waters run,
The merry finches sing.
Or there maybe 'tis cloudless night,
And swaying branches bear
The Elven-stars as jewels white
Amid their branching hair.

Though here at journey's end I lie
In darkness buried deep,
Beyond all towers strong and high,
Beyond all mountains steep,
Above all shadows rides the Sun
And Stars for ever dwell:
I will not say the Day is done,
Nor bid the Stars farewell.

~ J. R. R. Tolkien

Sunday, November 3, 2013

Is it True? Is a rose a rose by any other name?




Is it true? Do you suppose? Is it true?
As this moment too floats away into a memory
I wander ...and reflect
as a cloud might reflect on its purpose
its meaning
and this comes to mind.... 

" 'Tis but thy name that is my enemy; 
Thou art thyself, 
though not a Montague.
What's Montague? 
it is nor hand, nor foot,
Nor arm, nor face, 
nor any other part
Belonging to a man. 
O, be some other name!
What's in a name? 
that which we call a rose
By any other name 
would smell as sweet;
So Romeo would, 
were he not Romeo call'd,
Retain that dear perfection 
which he owes
Without that title. 
Romeo, doff thy name,
And for that name 
which is no part of thee
Take all myself. "


~ Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet, 1600:

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

ONE STEP BACKWARD TAKEN


One Step Backward Taken

Not only sands and gravels
Were once more on their travels,
But gulping muddy gallons
Great boulders off their balance
Bumped heads together dully
And started down the gully.
Whole capes caked off in slices.
I felt my standpoint shaken
In the universal crisis.
But with one step backward taken
I saved myself from going.
A world torn loose went by me.
Then the rain stopped and the blowing,
And the sun came out to dry me.

~  Robert Frost

Don't You (Forget About Me)



Won't you come see about me?
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby

Tell me your troubles and doubts
Giving me everything inside and out and
Love's strange so real in the dark
Think of the tender things that we were working on

Slow change may pull us apart
When the light gets into your heart, baby

Don't You Forget About Me
Don't Don't Don't Don't
Don't You Forget About Me...

Will you stand above me?
Look my way, never love me
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down

Will you recognize me?
Call my name or walk on by?
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down, down

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Don't you try to pretend
It's my feeling we'll win in the end
I won't harm you or touch your defenses
Vanity and Insecurity

Don't you forget about me
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby
Going to take you apart
I'll put us back together at heart, baby

Don't You Forget About Me
Don't Don't Don't Don't
Don't You Forget About Me

but you walk on by
Will you call my name?
As you walk on by
Will you call my name?
When you walk away?

Or will you walk away?
Will you walk on by?
Come on - call my name
Will you call my name?

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

The telling of the story


All that we've ever known, 
all that we've ever seen, 
all that we've ever felt,
all that we've ever dreamed,
all of it
happened here
on this moment.

 And together we rode this wave,
across deserts of infinity, 
and vast oceans of light and dark,
and
on this rock, 
at this time,
on this place,
we were here 
together.

Wednesday, July 17, 2013

CHARLIE BROWN ~ Cold Play



"Charlie Brown"

Stole a key,
Took a car downtown where the lost boys meet,
Took a car downtown and took what they offered me.
To set me free,
I saw the lights go down at the end of the scene,
I saw the lights go down and they're standing in front of me.

And my scarecrow dreams,
When they smashed my heart into smithereens,
Be a bright red rose come bursting the concrete.
Be a cartoon heart,
Light a fire, a fire, a spark
Light a fire, a flame in my heart.
We'll run wild,
We'll be glowing in the dark.


We'll be glowing in the dark.

All the boys, all the girls,
All that matters in the world
All the boys, all the girls,
All the madness that occurs.
All the highs, all the lows,
As the room is spinning goes
We'll run riot,
We'll be glowing in the dark.

Wooh, ooh ooh ooh

So we soar luminous and wired
We'll be glowing in the dark.
~ By Coldplay


To the child possessed of endless determination and hope, but who is ultimately dominated by his insecurities and a "permanent case of bad luck"

Friday, June 28, 2013

THE RAINBOW CONNECTION

Piano in the forest

Why are there so many 
songs about rainbows
and what's on the other side?

Rainbows are visions, 
but only illusions,
and rainbows have nothing to hide.

So we've been told and some choose to believe it.
I know they're wrong, wait and see.

Someday we'll find it, 
the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.

Who said that every wish 
would be heard 
and answered 
when wished on the morning star?

Somebody thought of that
and someone believed it.
Look what it's done so far.

What's so amazing that keeps us star gazing
and what do we think we might see?

Someday we'll find it, 
the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.

All of us under its spell.
We know that it's probably magic.

Have you been half asleep
and have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name.

Is this the sweet sound
that called the young sailors?
The voice might be one and the same.

I've heard it too many times to ignore it.
It's something that I'm supposed to be.

Someday we'll find it, 
the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.


Saturday, June 1, 2013

A brief status report from a hot garden..





It's Saturday in Texas! It's very warm with brilliant blue skies and distinct puffy white and dark clouds promising rain as they float on by. Mother nature has been generous with water this month and I am so grateful.

I feel the vibrancy of life around me and so dutifully I begin planning my tasks, chores, and errands. It is the day I fix things and hold on to everything I know and keep it from unraveling but that's just maintenance. That is what I do... fix things, build, and keep their form unique as we move through the winds of time.

Today I will dig and make way for new life. I will sweep the paths and I will tend to the weak and needy but there is more.

I look at myself as I do daily and tell myself I want to be more, I want to be better than I've been before. Perhaps tomorrow a newer me will emerge having discovered something wondrous today that I'm unaware of and wouldn't expect. 


I am INTJ and we improve every single day or fall attempting it at the edge of day.


I move now.....

Friday, May 24, 2013

The clouds are coming...


Dreams are my inspiration, 
they are my shining visions 
but I do not live in dreams... 
I live here and now. 
I work hard to manifest my dreams 
but they are not free, 
there is a cost. 

Perhaps they will manifest, 
perhaps they will remain dreams 
but I wont spend my day wishing 
when I should be working,  
I wont pray alone when I should be planning 
and I wont inhabit my dreams with angels, 
they will be populated with people. 
In time, I will learn patience 
and I will learn humility.

Friday, May 17, 2013

I SIT AND THINK



I sit beside the fire and think 
Of all that I have seen
Of meadow flowers and butterflies
In summers that have been

Of yellow leaves and gossamer
In autumns that there were
With morning mist and silver sun
And wind upon my hair

I sit beside the fire and think
Of how the world will be
When winter comes without a spring 
That I shall ever see

For still there are so many things
That I have never seen
In every wood in every spring
There is a different green

I sit beside the fire and think
Of people long ago
And people that will see a world
That I shall never know

But all the while I sit and think
Of times there were before
I listen for returning feet 
And voices at the door


~ J R R Tolkien

Thursday, April 25, 2013

THE GARDENER


The Gardener

The gardener does not love to talk.
He makes me keep the gravel walk;
And when he puts his tools away,
He locks the door and takes the key.

Away behind the currant row,
Where no one else but cook may go,
Far in the plots, I see him dig,
Old and serious, brown and big.

He digs the flowers, green, red, and blue,
Nor wishes to be spoken to.
He digs the flowers and cuts the hay,
And never seems to want to play.

Silly gardener! summer goes,
And winter comes with pinching toes,
When in the garden bare and brown
You must lay your barrow down.

Well now, and while the summer stays,
To profit by these garden days
O how much wiser you would be
To play at Indian wars with me!

~ Robert Louis Stevenson

Friday, April 5, 2013

Worry....Not


Worry is so much like a disease... 
a repeating loop of a broken thought ... 

It is a whisper that doesn't live in the here and now.... unfocused on solutions, or creativity or imagination.

It doesn't make plans, it doesn't seek light. 
It is a self inflicted nightmare that feeds on its wounded self. 

It is incorrectly given legitimacy, attention, and often confused with caring but it is the scent of demise... a bleeding soul.. Illness of will... a woeful fog that cannot produce anything other than misery. 

Worst of all... is it contagious....

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

ALL THE WORLD'S A STAGE




All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players;
They have their exits and their entrances,
And one man in his time plays many parts,
His acts being seven ages. 

At first, the infant,
Mewling and puking in the nurse's arms.

Then the whining schoolboy, with his satchel
And shining morning face, creeping like snail
Unwillingly to school. 

And then the lover,
Sighing like furnace, with a woeful ballad
Made to his mistress' eyebrow. 

Then a soldier,
Full of strange oaths and bearded like the pard,
Jealous in honor, sudden and quick in quarrel,
Seeking the bubble reputation
Even in the cannon's mouth. 

And then the justice,
In fair round belly with good capon lined,
With eyes severe and beard of formal cut,
Full of wise saws and modern instances;
And so he plays his part. 

The sixth age shifts
Into the lean and slippered pantaloon,
With spectacles on nose and pouch on side;
His youthful hose, well saved, a world too wide
For his shrunk shank, and his big manly voice,
Turning again toward childish treble, pipes
And whistles in his sound. 

Last scene of all,
That ends this strange eventful history,
Is second childishness and mere oblivion,
Sans teeth, sans eyes, sans taste, sans everything. 

~ William Shakespeare

Memories ...



MEMORY!! 

WooHOOO!!! I'm on Vacation!!!  Time to wander? Explore? Experience? Rest? Create? or simply...float down a stream? I'm happy..quietly happy.

The most wonderful part of it all is being able to REMEMBER each moment I had yesterday and the day before. 

It is a most regretful realization when after a moment in time.. a moment of freedom to wander ... I cannot recollect what happened during my time. Few things are worse than being free and having time pass by without you in it...without memory of it. 

Beauty is not just a moment and encounter... that comes and goes... it is the recollection of beauty itself that lives again and again within you ... it swirls and dances long after the moment has passed.  

Memory is the seed that becomes a forest of joy, and love... It is inspiration, laughter, smiles, longing, a dream we hold on to dearly... and then ... if we're lucky ... it transforms into motivation... to discover it again!


Tuesday, February 19, 2013

MAD MONSTER PARTY



A full moon
brings out the monster in you...
A strange tune seems to be playing for you.

Could you be someone's invention?
So unreal as you feel tonight?

Did you sell your soul to the devil 
at that monster party last night?

Mad Mad Mad Monster Party

Did you sell your soul to Mephistopheles?
Tell me baby ...tell me ...tell me please

If you made a date with the devil...not me
If you know my fate
Honey level ... with me.

A cold night
brings out the creature in you.
A strange light seems to be falling on you...

I know it's not your intention 
to frighten me so tonight

...or to tell me baby what happened 
at that monster party last night

Mad Mad Mad Monster Party

Last night....

~ Ethel Ennis 





Tuesday, February 12, 2013

One of the three may be defeated...



Oh the joy... could it be...  Such is the news of the possible demise of one the three "weird sisters". Such a plague they are to progress, community, innovation, belief, and faith... to name a few. 

Oh but you can't be rid of them permanently. They resurface here and there like roaches in the night, like rats in the sewers. Their wretched presence is a mist of decaying stench that lingers far after their physical manifestation has drifted from your vision. Though their features change their vile spewing easily recognizable, as the air becomes unnaturally thin and difficult to breathe, as the days extend unbearably long and difficult to live.  The malevolent influence spreads like a disease.


In William Shakespeare's play Macbeth (c.1603-1607). The "three witches" or "weird sisters" are characters serving as prophets who hail the general Macbeth early in the play with predictions of his rise as king. Upon committing regicide and taking the throne of Scotland, Macbeth hears the trio deliver ambiguous prophecies threatening his downfall. 

The witches' dark and contradictory natures, their "filthy" trappings and activities, as well as their dealings with the supernatural all set an ominous tone for the play.The three witches represent darkness, chaos, and conflict, while their role is as agents and witnesses. Their presence communicates treason and impending doom. 

During Shakespeare's day, witches were seen as worse than rebels, "the most notorious traitor and rebel that can be." They were not only political traitors, but also spiritual traitors as well. Much of the confusion that springs from them comes from their ability to straddle the play's borders between reality and the supernatural. They are so deeply entrenched in both worlds that it is unclear whether they control fate, or whether they are merely its agents. They defy logic, not being subject to the rules of the real world.


The witches' lines in the first act: "Fair is foul, and foul is fair: Hover through the fog and filthy air" are often said to set the tone for the remainder of the play by establishing a sense of moral confusion. Indeed, the play is filled with situations in which evil is depicted as good, while good is rendered evil. The line "Double, double toil and trouble," often sensationalized to a point that it loses meaning, communicates the witches' intent clearly: they seek only to increase trouble for the mortals around them.


Friday, February 1, 2013

INAMA NUSHIF



Inama nushif
Al ­asir hiy ayish

Lia-anni
Zaratha zarati

Hatt al-hudad
Al-maahn al-baiid
Ay-yah idare
Adamm malum

Hatt al-hudad
Al-maahn al-baiid
Ay-yah idare
Adamm malum

Inama nishuf al a sadarr
Eann zaratha zarati

Kali bakka a tishuf ahatt
Al hudad alman dali

Inama nishuf al a sadarr
Eann zaratha zarati

Kali bakka a tishuf ahatt
Al hudad alman dali alia

Inama nushif
Al ­asir hiy ayish

Lia-anni
Zaratha zarati

~ Lyrics Fremen Song
Sung by Azam Ali 
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She is eternal
No malice can touch

Singular and ageless
Perpetually bound

Through the tempest
be it deluge or sand
A singular voice
speaks through the torrent

Forever her voice sings
through the ages eternally bound

Sacrifice is her gift
one that cannot be equaled

Forever her voice sings
through the ages eternally bound

Sacrifice is her gift
that Alia will one day equal

She is eternal
No malice can touch

Singular and ageless
Perpetually bound
_________________________________________________


And Muad’Dib stood before them, and he said:

"Though we deem
the captive dead,
yet does she live.

For her seed is my seed
and her voice 
is my voice
and she sees unto the reaches
of possibility, the farthest.

yea unto the vale
of the unknowable
does she see because of me."

~ "Arrakis Awakening"